Dah dekat 2 years aku x bukak blog ni and after few thought came into mind aku rasa cm ok jugak kalau start ber blogging balik. I mean, it is sort of a way to actually let your thought out and a place for you to release what you feel inside.
Yestrday, i read a book with the title Awek Chuck Taylor written by Nami Cob Cobler if i'm not mistaken and before CNY, i had no idea that the book is based on a real story but after a friend of mine told me that it was actually nami's love story then i was all pumped up to read the book. After i've done reading the book, i have to say it does not dissapoint.
The story of his life is rather dramatic i could only imagine f having such life. Well, i am a very uptight person, have no close friends the art world and what not. The story revolves around hafiz as the main character whom have problems with his love life. He is lucky but you can say he is to lucky to able to tackle both the girls whom are siblings in the story. Well, sometimes life is complicated and so is love and the way i see it, it was his destiny all along to end jp with the younger sister but towards the end of the story, his lover died from allergy.If i were to have a girlfriend and she died, i think it might be very frustrating.
I have to point out the character "mira" in the book is sooo cool. It is to the extend that I think i've fallen in love with the character. I guess,strong and tough personality is my type and she is not a typical malay. She is honest and ready to fight for her believes. Unfortunately my friend told me this morning that she has died of cancer about a year ago which is rather sad. Now the family is left with the father and the eldest son in the family. Just the two of them, the rest of the family are deceased.
Since yesterday, i've been feeling very anxious and un easy and empty as well, i have no idea why.. I hope this feeling will go away tomorrow. It is 1 o'clock in the morning and i have a lab report to submit tomorrow so i better get to it. Pheww, it is a relief to be able to say what i feel inside. I should do this more often.